If you are harassed so much by the enemy, note that the kingdom of darkness knows who’s going to trouble their kingdom and they are threatened by you. They will try so hard to weaken, distract and discourage you. Don’t be surprised if your hardships tempt you toward feeling either or all three of these listed. 
Nonetheless be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might, remain focused and unwavering in your faith and the things the Lord has called you to. Live a holy and blameless life. Walk in love. Be patient.